Well, how do I describe how it felt, what it meant, and how bad it would have hurt. I still feel the void that it left, yet, I do not remember the dream that I dreamt. Woke up, feeling way too nostalgic, and this wasn’t a day where a coffee would make up for a horrible beginning…
Lost in my thoughts, I wondered, how long do I have to wait to be, how long do I have to prove my patience, how long was long enough? Makes no sense? Only I know what it takes, and only I know, what I am talking about..
Anyhow.. I miss those days, miss those moments where everyone used to come, chat, laugh, mess around and have good old days. Sajha chat filled that emptiness that I felt, when I was alone, when I missed my country being away from home!
I still remember nagging my mom just to get her scoldings over the phone. Sure did make my day then, and it’s always good to tease, it only hurts when it’s the other way round *wink* *wink*
Memories, one after another, they kept me occupied for a while. It was 1 pm and yet, still on my bed, I wondered how good old days were. Well, not that every day was a sunny day, did surely have my fair share of ups and down, but today, was the day, I didn’t think about the sourness or the bitterness that life gave me, infact, cherished the moments that life gifted me with, people that came along, made a place in my heart. For I don’t talk to them often, I must say, I did remember them today!
Day flew by with a blink of an eye. The walk I took was long yet felt so good! Finally, in my hometown, with 2.5 hrs to go, I thought I might just give me a break, headed down to the salon, thinking what’s there to lose, I’d pamper myself!
So, what did I want? Hmm well Facial would be a good start, but I seriously didn’t know Facial came with a neck - back and hand massage. That felt AWESOME! RELAXING and definitely REFRESHING!! Facial isn’t my cup of tea, always thought it would bring in more lines to my face than to slower down the process, but well, gave it a shot, and it was worth every minute I spend there. Basically, it just looks like I really enjoyed the good good massage… and definitely would check for one good place to get an actual massage!
Anyhow, came back home, drenched in rain. The Rain wasn’t an issue, my stomach was. I was hungry, starving as I have been avoiding my so called JUNK food, and made it to a point to eat at home… "Mom, Im hungry, may I have noodles with my ketch up.." is how I entered home. Well noodle for me is not junk, not according to my dictionary, and I don’t think my family would oppose.
What made today so good was, getting to know that there are people who knows you, who follows you and hasn’t forgotten you, thou they don’t speak to you. Life has been crazy, people are mostly occupied with their life, yes, and I don’t blame them, while social media sites such as FB and instagram has made it easier for them to be updated.. Anyhow, to my dear Sajha gang, I’m glad that some of you dropped by for a chit chat, and it was indeed a lovely day to catch up with ya’ll..
