Feelings with a Stranger
Do you know some people like to work at night? Is this their habit or challenging the nature? Many of us don’t have answer, some people might work at night and sleep during day. It’s not a choice, but a need for their life. But, I am one of them, who enjoy working at night than day. I have no idea, why I don’t enjoy day, can’t work during day time and sleep at night. It is said "Early to bed early to rise makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise", I know and it’s true, sorry this fact is not for me.
As I used to work at night, I came across a stranger girl in one of the chat messengers. We started chatting slowly and slowly. It didn’t take us long time to build a good friendship relation. She is not totally stranger for me, as I know her relatives, and on the basis of them I had added her. She also accepted as I was common friend of her relatives . We used to chat almost four days a week, except weekends. During weekends, she doesn’t come to chat room, as her office is closed. She chats in her leisure time, finishing tons of work in office. By this time we have become very good friend, clearly unknown to each other. As usual we were chatting one night and asked me, “When is the last time a girl made u cry”? She behaved like a kid asking innocently, I asked her, why you are asking such question. This made me feel little awkward, as people say, boys really don’t cry. Since, I used to share most of the things with her; I didn’t feel bad after some time. She was chatting with me and was free after long in her office studying some magazine to kill her time. She is stranger to me; we have never seen each other, except in photo. She has at least seen me live in video chat, saw a bottle of coke in my room and typed, “I can see bottle of coke”. I had some apples in my room, I showed her apple and bite it, she typed, apple, I enjoyed that moment, her conversation was innocent. But me poor boy couldn’t see her, because her computer does not have a web cam and was in her office. Replying my answer, she typed, “It was a question in the magazine”. I replied her, you know clearly who made me cry and when? She was puzzled, little bit frightened and asked me, when I broke up with my X? As if I didn’t understand, the meaning of X, I replied, what X? She replied ex girlfriend.
I had told her about my past little bit, she knew I broke up with my girlfriend and she was guessing that, but the situation was not that. I replied her, many times she (my ex girlfriend) made me cry and I made her too. She again asked me, not that long back, last time, recently, as I have already given her answer, you made me cry. She was surprised, and asked, I did? When? Before this, let me explain little bit of our story.
We have been chatting from last three months, and once she was busy in her office. One of her friends did resign and had to do some of her work too. She did not come to chat nor say anything to me. She stopped seeing in chat room, completely vanished as the object vanishes without a trace in the Bermuda Triangle. I could not see her name in the chat messenger. Every night I used to wait her till she logs in the chat room. When it is night for me, it used to be day for her. She used to log in chat room right after she used to log in her computer, every morning. The day she did not log in, used to make me feel sad, and ask questions for myself, why she is not there? Is she sick, that’s why she didn’t come to office and log in? Or is she really angry with me as she is a stranger to me, or did she block me, tired of my behavior. The first day, I thought she did not come to office, that’s why, she is offline. Next day, I was waiting to see her name and checked the status every 15 minutes, but that day also I had no luck seeing her name. Days passed waiting for her name to see in the chat room, my eyes were tired. I could not wait any more, making my eyes red in front of computer. On the fifth day, which was Friday, I waited for her did not see, after all I had not done anything bad nor said. It would be easy for me, if she had said something and stopped talking with me. I was really hurt, and got mad. It was already more than 3 months we had been chatting every night; there was already a strong stranger friendship relation built up. It would be difficult to sleep, if I didn’t even chat and say one line to her or see her in chat room. I felt bad and cried inside my heart, not with tears in my eyes.
It is hard to cry inside than with tears in your eyes. I sent her a big email, and she replied at the end of her office hour, “I am not angry with you or disappointed”. She said she was busy in office work; could not come to chat because of too much work load and said, from Monday she will be there. After reading her mail, I felt good and waited for the day. She came as she promised in chat room and from that time it is going smoothly.
When she asked me the question, “When a girl did made u cry”, then told her the entire story, she said its funny, and my tears were cheap. It might be funny for her and for those who are reading this story, but it was not for me.
