I don't know what I want in my life? I don't know what I want to do? I am so confused. Sick and tired of following the same schedule. Work, go to the apartment, watch movies, sleep etc. Can't wake up to go to school and I think I am too old to go to school.

"what 's the meaning of life?"

Tell me when you find it. I am looking for an answer too.

Same feelings here! After certain age, may be we start to lose interest in most of the stuffs that used to be fun.

I don't know is it because of staying away from birth country Nepal and family? Is it because I am single? If I compare my life with some others I think I have a good life. I have saved money and has achieved many things but still don't want to go out there and compete like get some professional degree and restart the life. May be gas station job is frustrating me. I really don't even work that many hours to be honest.

Perhaps knowing your true Self

Once a king asked a Yogi, "What is the meaning of life?" The Yogi replied, "A man is born, he suffers and then he dies."

Don't try to understand or analyze life. Live your life. Life involves both 'real' and 'unreal'. How do you describe which is both real and unreal? It's beyond mental calculations! Life is existence! However, the One Absolute Reality is neither existence nor non-existence. Therefore, silence alone is real. In that silence, peace alone prevails.

Confusion in life is not a bad thing. Confused state of mind is higher than an ignorant state of mind. You should be proud of yourself that you are confused! This confusion will one day lead you to the supreme knowledge: a knowledge that will make you immortal.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxIzAnRdXO0

Life Life and Life,
I tried to find the answers, but am not satisfied by others answers, so I relate life to life with different non life substance as well as human made creation such as computer, so I made a conclusion, life is a complex programming of the god:
what is life? It is a very powerful programming made my god, it is so powerful it can produce another life, It is so sensitive that attracted to opposite sex. Look at the computer networking, and see the human networking, brain is our memory
if you handle your computer with care, it can long last, same thing with life,if you maintain it can go longer,
LOL

urkhamailo,

Today, you're confused. You don't know the meaning of "your" life. Tomorrow, you'll find the meaning of "your" life. Then, you may go around teaching everybody the meaning of life like a guru :-)

The meaning of life is to give "your" life...meaning.

"What's the meaning of life?"

There are right questions and wrong questions. When you ask wrong questions you get guided towards wrong path.

When a fruit falls from a tree, you don't ask the meaning of the fruit. You don't ask the meaning of gravity. It's just an inherent property of our environment.

The right questions to ask is "How can I make my life meaningful?"

What is the meaning of a dog's life? What is the meaning of an insect's life? What is the meaning of a plant's life?

ब्रदर यु नीड टु गेट लेड,

राम्री ठिटी पट्टयाउ, २/४ वटी, गोल गर, जिन्दगी अचानक मिनिंगफुल हुने छ

नत्र राम नाम भज दारु पिउ, शान्ति मिल्नेछ

I think underwear is right lol.
You need to get laid bro. Don't be too philosophical.
I'm kind of addicted to gaming and I game if ever such thought start to rule my head. Just enjoy and be happy.

I don't think so. Before it could be when I was just new to the States but now I think it's about work and doing something that you really don't like to do which is a gas station job.

I know life is mundane. But you need that 'HHAHH' .. once in a while. you know what I mean?

I used to think the same when I was new to the States but not anymore because I had many already in college etc. Lets not talk about it. May be I am looking for a true love for the rest of my life. When I was in college I only dated American girls because I wanted green card and fun at the same time. I ignored our own kinds. By the time I grew older I figured out that I actually needed our own kinds who won't leave me as most of the American girls left me within months. Right now If I go and look for Nepalese woman of my age, all I can find is that that they are already married. Rest of the young ones they are too young for me. I feel wrong to date woman younger than me by 5-10 years old. I am worried about marriage now. I wonder whose going to give their daughter to this old man.

 if you want just an answer to your title:

This is what you need kid- Ayahuasca. Go to Peru and see the Shaman. There are many Americans out there who has learned Shaman from the natives. Might heal you.

व्हाइट बोइ लाइ त्यै शमन ले गर्भपात गराइदिया हो?