oi kukurni..!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
(la pugyo talai topahni bolaunu...feels closer calling u kukurni..and what others think..laat maarooo..)

as i said earlier in me post earlier^...so here i am gonna write to you...dyam and am i feeling in a reflecting mood...(smthing just happened..and not smthing good..alik jyaauuu feeling but i guess alik serious mood pani bhoying..its not a big deal..just smthing that cant be changed..so not gonna talk about it here..)

la what shall i write now..well tayro kura garnu parla(well i always like to talk about you.)...this is ur thread too ni..;o)..

just kasto kay kay kay bhanum maan laaging..but then again..now feeling a bit like old me(the old me who doesnt wanna talk and tell everything)...dunno..now a bit dun feel like bhak bhaking..(but just a while ago..when well guess the mood really there...just wished you were here.and i could tell you everything)

well i just will try to see what i can bhak bhak hai..without wel tellingl you know smthings well better not said..dyam do i feeel vulnerable now...but then again..yo ta tayro thread...i do feel safe here...when ur there...when i feel ur presence (mind mah presence..and well smtimes another kinda presence...real life ma ta hoina..not for now anyways...:oS..but one day who knows...)
"this presence " of yours mkes me feel so safe...laat maar world ko...whatever think of me..or you..or anyone else...laat marrooo whatever shit there is out there.....whatever shit is gonna be thrown at me at you..or anyone out there.....i know am ready for alll those shit esp with your presence..dyam!!Chow chee bye!!..what kinda freak are you...makes me feel so good..even when shit is happening to me...i do hope every freaking shit out there..has someone like you around them...dyam!! in this world full of shit...we do need a kurkurni like you...who makes us feel good about ourself...and makes us think good about others...

this freaking world ..always full of shit.....if only we could just bomb the bloody freaking whole thing and everything just goes BOOOM!!...and the world ceases to disappear...and then a new one starts...and dyam....a world where they have good shit..esp ppl like you..freaking...all these shitty human feelings...greed...jealousy...hatred..any other nahuney nahuney feelings..those humanly feelings we humans have..supposed to have...esto feelings lai laat maroooo!!!..esp when ur being greedy....showing jealousy..for all the wrong reasons...(hatred chai dyam...never think anyone can hate anyone for the right reasons..cant think of any reasons...well i got puny mind..which doesnt really work..)

dyamm!!...but have i ever seen these kinda feelings from you??..(ok..your gonna say...i dunno you too well..havent really known u for too long..but i know you!!BHUJISH!!!i see smthing in u..smthing i freaking never seen in anyone..and most prob never will ...and nots cos ur trying to show that thing to me..its actually cos ur freaking trying to hide it!!! ..ever thought i do know you more than well..you do know yourself..more than anyone ever will...if u dun think so...laat marrooo what u freaking think!!...cos i think this way..and you cant freaking stop me BHUJISH!!!..if u wanna stop me!!! start thinking why i think ths way about u..and start beleiving it..and see if thats really u!! u be freaking surprised to know its all true...had been there all the while!!)..

CHOW CHEE BYE!!....always seeing so much lop from you...and that too always for others..freaking piece of shit!!..shit who doesnt really freaking you the way i see you...freaking blind ppl haru ko eyes nikaleyra...let them be blind for real...what uses are eyes..that cannot see..and maybe transplant them to blind ppl who has never seen the world.dyam..these ppl will appeciate it...will know how to appreciate..and see the good things in life...for the goodness they have...freaking ppl like you..(is there any other person/ppl like you?

i actually freaking dun think so there is..but just being optimistic.hoping there..is..cos well dyam...do i feel happy knowing you..and dyam do i wanna others to feel the same happiness im feeling...)...and if u think...im not really seeing the true you...F**K OFF!!..i know what i seee...and i believe what i see..dun need others to tell me ..this is this..this is that..(in some things yap i need to be told...on things i have no idea on...im always willing to learn...but freaking shit!!!...on this seeing you for who you are..dyam!! freaking others should start opening their eyes more and well try to spot ppl like you)..so laat marrooo to any smartarse wanna be who wants me to stop thinking this way..or well wanna "show" me reality...i freaking khow whats reality..but f**k me...i lop to dream..and mamphaka...you is freaking make me dream like never before....and i get freaked out smtimes too...cos shit..wtf!!! i never seem to any shit about you...that will tell me..."topah ur not in a dream..she does exist..cos there is some imperfection ..which is considered imperfection..so dun worry too much"..

but WT!!...when u "try" to show me those imperfections...dyam...freaking shit..the nice things about you appears and freaking shines!!! i tell u!!..dyam think im gonna go blind soon one day..cos dyam its so freaking!!! bright!!!...( well though i dun like to...think i should get me a shade and wear it..when talking to you...hah.imgine .. me...wearing a shade..talking with u...and what a liner it will be when i say...i'll be back when i go for me regular achi.or susu break..i mean dyam...its u who takes the break most of the time...me chai...always trying to control...hehe..well i do have a limit...guess smtimes u hve seen me go...)

...so freaking!! stop trying to show me ur imperfections or whatever u call it..cos dyam..guess u cant force me to see it...cos theres not much(or maybe u dun have none!!!:o| well i know no one is perfect..but dyam..after knowing u...i starting to think otherwise)

(freaking loong lekhio!!!! continued!!!!!!)
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh..!!!

kukurni!!!
mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!..hehe
ok the mwahhs done and over..salli gadhi!! eyti lamo lekhis!!..am glad to see ur post after some time...always am :o)...but freakn hell!!!time haer!!!rati bhoyo!!kay rati!!BIYAN(BIHEN how do u spell it?;oP) BHOYO!!!.....mero RKR AYO!!!!...i dunno anger..happiness..joy...sad...missing ..everything all at once bhoyin right now hehe...dunno what to say....just feel do glad to be alive...to have met u..:o)...anyways before i go emotional...(oi ppl just kidding...;o) i dun get emotinal ke..its just one of me "illusions" i use ..alik keti haru likes that hoina?well i was told so...so hope thats true..hehe..cos this freakn kukurni aint any keti i've seen or known...nor will i ever meet someone like her..that i know...well at least thats one thing i know for sure :o)..)

anyways saab lai lekhis chas ..but i read them hehe..u dun mind hoina?reading what u wrote for other ppl?hehe...alik nose chu ni..esp when it comes to u :o)...lucky i came upstars for a break...masu katda katda..haat dhukio..abo lunch pani pakaunu janu paryo...(mates in me house as usual..salla alchi gaada haru hehe...at leas they are helping clean up the pigsty house of ours...but then again..hehe..they were the one created the pigsty in the 1st place :o)..)...dyam its such a great day today...the heatwave has stopped after such a freakn hot ..sweaty couple of days..thot it will never end..ani i see u post too..(oi kukurni!..make sure u sleep erly next time!!NABHA!!well when did u listen to me ever?hehe but well one day u will..!!if not!!!errr...i wont stop trying to make u...i guess.hehe..;o)..)dyam feels good...

dyam good....nice windy breeze blowing against me body..(always teeless ni...alik mero boso lai pani gham ra hawa chiayo ni hehe..)..sunny and bright...perfect day :o)...just great to feel happy and think of someone special..and have good thots :o)...and well think of other good frens..families..just the good things about life(tho there is more bad things to really think about hehe..)everyone deserves to drea hoina :o)...be happy for the dumb reasons..well what will life be without thinking good...well maybe like me life was..before someone came into me life...now full of good thots..(tho had some before she came into me life hehe)...

anyways hope u dun mind...writing just to u for once.,.hehe...well dun really get the chance ke..freakn circumstances..;oP hehe...now i dunno..just feel so good..peace...actually feel like writing an email..but hehe dun wanna get into that habit again..cos hehe i dunno..i guess ppl can kinda imagine what me email will be like hehe...i write emails PPL!!i really do :o)...(in me dreams ;oP ..dyam i even wite in me dreams?urghh BLAME THAT KUKURNI!!life ta upside down bhoyo...actually right side up..hehe..things feel so right these days..:o)..tho all aint goin right..well it will be right in time :o)..abo life mah when was it all right ever hoina?hehe..thats the fun.exciting about it..making them right ..hoina?:o)..)

la ta dun tell me i will take 2 post too..hehe got the energy to do more..but then again hehe..katti bhak bhak garney hai?hehe...wanna let others have the chance too ni :o)...

and hehe...oho kya scenario u just made up..dyam if i ever was to experience such a thing..dyam i would feel so SHIT!!..missing out smthiing..someone dear to me wanna share...i mean of cos its not always im accidentally online on msn..and i dun realise it...cos i just clicked to hide mode(hide that dumb msn logo..cos seeing it makes me wanna go check msn hehe..)and thinking by doing the hide mode...it also logs u off ur msn..and then skoot off to the achi room...(well nowadays..havent spent more than 30mins there..but there was times..when well..dun think anyone wanna har me 1hr plus adventure sitting on the achi room hehe..too many stories...dyam the chilli!..love it..but i think im getting allegic to it...achirhhea aucha..everytime i eat it..and urghh dun have any chillis in me place for a week now..well gonna get a new stock today..hopefully they have the hot ones..yo desh pani esto amazing..cant freakn find good chilllis!!hehe well me town im in is amazing..not the country..thot i correct meself..before i give ppl the wrong idea hehe)..and well after a kwiky..well since it was such a freakn hot day...just goes downstairs to the kitchen...finds smthin to munch..(munchin is me 24/7 job hehe...dyam nothin to much these days..glad me housemate will be going monthly shopping..yap u heard it right..monthly hehe..saab lady arses living in this house ke..plus supermarket is 20 mins walk..dyam i feel like walking there today..just feel so freakn good...salli gaddi!ur fault!!!hehe...maybe will accompany me housemate later...he will be shocked by me change..i wasnt willin to a while ago...what reason should i give him..for change of mind? weather just seems so great today for walking?duh.hehe as tho it wasnt like this the whole day today hehe..)

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dyam its a long post...need 2 at least hehe...
kukurni see u in other post..:o)...
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!*huugs*
hehe think some more ppl are feeling very gay..and pissed at me for all this mwahs hehe...if only they knew what they were missing hehe...

love u so much kukurni :o)...



love danny..
(continued below---------)

kukurni!!hehe
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!
ok life story continued...actually the scenario..that never happend hehe..;oP

above post continues from here....hehe

and well..after the munchin...goes out ...well its more airy there..and well...nice to bask in the open place.,.under the hot sun ..than be baked in a oven hehe..and can we blame that bugger..for taking the footy ball..and just doinb some kick ups with that punctured ball..since it been ages since he last played footy..and wont be able to cos of both too little time and leg aint in proper condition to play..will it be?NFI.!!guess it did come at the right time..cos it aint time to be playin footy now hehe..(dyam a life story is being told...whos still reading?anyone that brave ;oP)..and later...after some time..after more sweating..sweating but feeling good..footy just does the trick doesn it?hehe....goes back upstairs to his room..to his very familiar..computer screen starin at him...curiousity gets the better of him...and he 'unhides' the msn..and before u know it..chat window pops out..with reds all over it hehe...got some mssg there..and well he realises the person has already gone offline...he reads the red letters..while smiling...(reds just makes him smile doesnt it?hehe.not that red baadar..hehe that baadar can make anyone smile..but he makes as we know..def a lady smiling all the time ;o).nto me..i aint no lady ;oP hehe)..

mssg like..."where are u...really wanted to talk to u " etc..hehe...
he realises..the person had been there for quite some time..and he could just sense the person was happy..and it makes him happy..but feels dyam frustrated...cos he just realises that he missed quite a moment...and will that moment ever come again?..and as someone mentioned...
Quote:"share some good news n tales about a nite out filled wiv fun, tragedy, laughter, heartbreak and love.."
Unquote...

now doesnt that makes u feel so good?..cos well whatever that someone tells..always makes him feel better...and such good news?dyam what would he have felt..after hearing about it?after she had shared to him?well..i guess he would have felt more special..:o)...well..he knows he is special..cos someone makes him feel special..:o)..but still missing out on that good news?!!!ARGHHHHH!!! tauko phutting!!man dyam i dun ever wanna be in that postition!!!...not that i have been ;oP....dyam cant stop thinking of meself in that postion now..:oS...cos after reading that mssg..im sure the person will feel so shit..and down he missed such a thing...cant blame anyone...didnt even realise his msn was on in the 1st place...missing smthing but not realising what he really is missing...feels good..cos it makes him realise how much that thing means to him..but missing smthing and realising later..what he missed....dyam!...just makes me feel...urghh..:oS...anyways well in the end..i guess he is happy...knowing..that person is happy..was happy that night...cos it was good news..as she mentioned hehe...well if shes good...thats all that matters..:o)..me missed some good news..but that aint the plot of the story...story is she is feeling good..and that makes him feel good too..:o)...

and will he ever get to listen to those good news again?such mood to tell good news doesnt come often..and well..its smthing u can force ..so hehe we should wish him good luck hoina?hehe..i wish him good luck from me ...u all do too ;oP hehe..ani oh..that bugger i know he gives a lot of tension...all he wanna give is u know..things to make her happy and smile...just wanna pass love..(love that she ignited in him..which belongs to no other than her :o)..but he does pass it to others too..hehe..i dunno why...just feels good..cos she has made him kinda addicted to givin...and it feels good to give..but then again he does pass tension around too..heheheeh)

but kay garney that bugger was born to tension ppl ke...(i guess he gives her tension like no other..cos i know he gets tension from her...like no other..hehe..but well she doesnt give it intentionally :o)..she was passing love..but well those tensions just shows..how much love she is passing..a lot :o)..)..well all i know is that bugger..does regret giving her tension...tho he doesnt wanna to..hehe...he is trying to change that..will he?well maybe he will...hopefully he will..cos giving tension to her doesnt make him feel good...he feels more tension after he realises he has gave her tension hehe...

anyways moral of the story....no morals at all..hehe smthing happens..some doesnt..but lfe is good..how shit it is :o)...hope everyone meets their kukurni :o)..thats all i hope for everyone...cos just meeting is great enuf...havin is another dream..u cant have smthing u really treasure do u?cos u want it to be free :o)...


oh yah meera hi :o)..u too eyeing kukurni?u lesbo!!!;oP
good luck ;o)...u need lots of it..:o) u can have mine too..i think im blessed with too much good luck :o)...

dyam hehe....i was writing i will end it soon before this post aint enuf..and have to go for the third..hehe..and dyam!!...have to go to the 3rd hehe....bear with me ppl...u know im not like this much..these days hehehe..ajo feels just great ke :o)...bear la...i know u all will..u all bearable ppl ;oP..

kukurni..:o)...miss u so much!...will cya in the next post..la...will be missing u lots till then..:o)
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!
love u so much...freakn hell!...what has come over me?heheheh...mohani lagyo ki kaso?;oP...hehehe dyam i wish i knew how i could make mohani..cos hehe am getting desperate these days/...;oP..

love...
danny

(continued below..dun worry ..its the last continuatiion!!..dun believe me?hehe see and believe ;oP)

kukurni!!hehe
mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!hehe

oi u ever heard of the saying 3rd time lucky?of cos u have duh!...well this is me 3rd post in a row..after this...i go run off the road la(eyes closed ;oP)..and see how lucky i get...if i dun post here next time..for a long time.....salla gadda..whoever came with that sayin lai sue gardai BHUJISH!!1Million POUNDS!!UK ko currency mah abo handle garnu paryo hehe...always had a soft spot for Uk things...abo ta i dunno should i call it soft hehe...cos smtimes hehe...(urghh dun wanna say that joke..i think u know what dumb joke i was gonna say anyways hehe)..and well u kno who to pass the $$ too..:o)...dun u?hehe..hope u do...i dunno i do think u can read me mind smtimes hehe..


ok this is contunation of the above post :o)
3rd and last post............................for today..;oP hehe dyam i saw lots of ppl smiling when they saw the "last post" word ;o)..

dyam i hope he gets to hear what she wanted to share!!!!dun u all?heheheeh...im sure he knows what she wanted to share...i guess he had been hoping that for a long time too :o)...and now it has happened..what he had thot will happen all aloing..he is a good assumer ni...a clairvoyant i tell u!!..hehe...well im not gonna assume much :o)...tho i always assume a lot..hehe i guess with some ppl u should assume :o)...esp when u really wanna know everything about the person..the last thing iwould be to assume...what if u assumed wrong?well..lets see...its some good news..so hehe in the end im sure she is happy now...well she deserves to be happier..but well..that time will come ..sooner or later..:o)..la ta ma pani abo finsih off garnu parla...hehe..(u all thot i never will did u all?hehe..i thot so to..i wont stop..but hehe dyam forgot i need to cook..i aint hungry..but others are.,..who knows they might have already cooked..cos they couldnt be arsd to wait anymore..heh dyam i hate to make ppl wait..but always seem to do that...well this time...blame that kukurni!!!!;oP..)..and forget the long walk to the supermarket..i let me housemate enjoy it himself..am scared i might just say smthin to him on the way to piss him off...hehe...aint i good in giving reasons?hehe..

la ta kukurni...next time!!LOOK AT THE BLOODY TIME!!UK TIME!!SUUNISH!!hehe salli gaddi!..missing u a lot...dyam should i go online now?nah better not...gotta keep in control..and well i already got lots of good things..from u :o)...do i deserve more?i dun think so..but u think so hehe..so well there will always be next time :o)...hope ur suuting and having some good dreams..:o)...
Mwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!
love u so much kukurni!!..thanks for blessn me :o)..

oh yah the man..san bro..hehe...guess i should be thankful for u the most..for making sajha..tho i dun think im contributing much here....what im contributing aint really helpful hehe..well im helping waste some database space ...that is helping hoina?;oP

ani salli gaddi..when did u realise u try too hard to be funny..;oP...hehe i guess u dun mind me trying to bring u a bit down again..Ok i try to bring u down too much !!sorry huncha..abo seeing u so high up there..hard to reach u ke hehe..so alik tala taaning u ke..so i can catch a glimpse of ur smile..at least..even tho i cant touch u :o).. u know what i think of u ni..;o) how high u should be placed..:o)..

.any attempt from u..that went bad?errrr..that i gotta see and believe..hehe..and know u inside out?heheh that i would love to do...:o)..u kow how much i want that....but can i?hehe..i dunno hehe..u always giving me doubts!u freakn piece of ACHI!!tho the best achi in the world..:o)...
dyam its so hard to say bye to u..hehe....

take care la...:o)...will cya around..dunno when...do feel tempted to stay 24/7 hehe..will i?i never did..nevr will i guess.but i would love to hehe..u know that..me ta full of words matrai..hehe welol one day i back me words with action(there u go another gaff hehe ;oP..u made me a gaffadi i am..today..really not kidding..wasnt such a gaffadi before..alikiti matrai thiye hehe..)anyways thanks for all the things u given me..:o)..and more is coming ..i know tht..:o)..so thank u very much in advance..and before i need to post a 4th post.(gotta keep me word hehe).how do i do it?ask urself..ur the one to blame!!!GRRRRRRR!!!;oP hehe..u think i wanna write so much!!!actually i could write more..but hehe CONTROL!!!!!hehehehe

u mean so much to me kukurni..:o)...miss u so much!!..and well love u more ;o)...

have a great day everyone..kukurni has posted!!!heheheehehe
dyam the clouds have already disappeard and im still writing hehehe..(took a glimpse of the sky..dyam its so blue and cloudy!and its still breezy and cool!!WOOOHOOOO!!!!!hmmm maybe i should post a pic from me window..hehe..tho it will come out blur hehe..just like blur me hehe..)

bub bye..:o)

love u so much! freakn piece of great achi!!


...tayro paagal kukur always..(wateva happens :o)..)

danny..
(dyam it feels great typing listening to American Pie..by Don Mac Lean again and again..hehe dunno how many times it has played by now hehe..listen to it once..nice song ;o)..)

kukurni!
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!hehe
this aint tht danny kukur of urs..anither kukur..but urs too ;oP..

anyways agi rush mah i think that kukur forgot to say that ..if such a scenario occurs...Mobile kay kaam?hehe hope that kukur has one..i need to get one meself..;oP do u have one?i get a matching pair ni...dun get a new mobile cos i asked u have a mobile..u how ppl are..ask if they have a mobile and they have to get the latest one....smtimes its coincidental..but im sure such a coincidence wont occur this time..u are not getting a new mobile anytime soon are u?;oP heheh anyways i had to keep me word..so that dananah kukur aint posting :o)...alik missing u a lot so ruup changing hehe.. hadnt used this for a long time..:o)..ani dyam!
i think bhat dhadio!wahahaha..ok im off...i left the tarkari on before i came up....better go check on in..one mate already sleeping cos he waited too long re..salla gaddha...he doesnt know smthings are worth the wait ;o)...abo dahdeyko bhat tarkari khanda tailai thik parcha ;oP hehe..dyam i too have to eat that dadheyko ...hyaaaa!!!!:oS...

nepali khaana tanna miss bhoyo!!..but more than that..i miss someone else..guess who?no prizes for guessing ;oP..anyways im outta here....i can smell smthing burning..wahahaha...

Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!
miss u a lot...freakn kukurni!!...miss u so much!!..
alik tauko pani ghumming thinking..what would that guy would have missed..if that scenario really took place...cos well...anything he misses..is still..urghh u know ni..what that person things means to him..:oS...hope he will be told if he misses such things ;o)...hoina?not fair ni..bichara lai..;oP hehe..

ok take care..gaar...dunno what u are dreaming of now..but hehe....i can see u smiling while ur dreaming...would have been great if iu were laughin..but then again dun think u will laugh in ur drea,..or will u?hehe that would be greater than hehe..saab neighbourhood uuth cha..and well of cos if u laughed in ur dreams ..ur whole neighbourhood must be awake...waiting for u to laugh ;o)..who doesnt wanna hear u laugh ni?if anyone doesnt..tailai ma thik PARCHU!!!..SaLLLA!!....hehe

love u so much!...*HUUUGS*

gudmorn..:o)..(nearly time to wakey wakey hehe..)

have a good time la..:o)...

machai paryo...
no one..:o)...

a no...

kukurni!!!!hehehe
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

this will be a kwiky..since i was here..posting in other threads (actually i came for u ni ;o)..alik didnt wanna make it obvious..so posted in other things 1st..u know me ni ;oP..hehe)
btw dyam...did u hear the music....when u came to sajha..in the main page?wah wah....kya tauko ra ghati hallauney music..body pani ni ;o)...masti!!hehehe..have to get the mp3...maybe u show me how to do it..i dunno..mero body ran tauko ta auto move garcha when i hear that music..but never done it before ke..so i dunno..if im doin it the right way..ta tah..of cos u should know how to do it :o)...

anyways hehe..alik dunno what to type now..there are things..but alik too sensitive for public eyes ;oP hehe..wah wah reason garnu ta ma dhekin siknu parcha...;oP...ChowCheeBye!!missing u lots!!!...geet gau?hehe dyam hyper ajo...
dunno why..leda ho abo leda jasto hunu paryo ;oP....

all of me ...why not take all..
cant u see im no good without u...
take these arms..i wan to lose them..
take these lips ..i'll neva use them...

ur goodbyes left me with eyes to cry...
how can i got without u?
u took the best...so why not take the rest?
why not take all of me...

all of me...why not take all of me...
cant u see ..im no good without u..
take these arms..i want to lose them
take these lips...i'll neva use them..

ur goodbyes left me with eyes to cry..
how can i go on without u...
u took the part that once was my heart..
why not take all of me.. hehehe...

Olive Me by Nofx..

aint it good to be practicing for the future?;oP...hehehe...anyways im off la..had enuf of procrastinating...only writing here..was good :o)..i mean writing everywhere was good..but only here..no waste of time ;o)..hehe
mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!*huuugs*
miss u so much kukurni!..:o)....

take care...la...ani..well will see u soon i hope...have a great day.,.
love u so much!...and happy dashain..:o)..tanna bhai..ra daiharu banna..force ke!ani tanna paisah kaama..mero travelling plans ko lai alik help huncha ni ;o)..heheheh..kasto lagyo plan?just came hehe...

bub bye..:o)..

love
danny..

kukurni!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!
whts up?.....

thik thak?hope so...:o)....me?me quite fine as always...just feelin alone...been feeling lonely a lot these days...dunno why..must be the weather :o)...hehe
kinda wasted dunno how much time..doing other things when i should be doing me work..well thats me..hehe or is that what everyone does ..when exam period looms around....?hope not...esto naramo bahani ta...ugrhhh....

eyta pani ekchin ko lai esto halla bhoyeko thio..esp when u came hehe..now back to pheri quietness i guess...i dunno smtimes i wish for the quietness..brings some peace and well feel u know home in it....guess too used to it..but well there are times..well..the last thing we should be doing is just sit down..alone and think..esp when good thots seems to be the last thing forming in the mind...when ur hear..feels so good ni ;o)...

just thot i come here post..and feel a bit useful..esp since i wasted so much time..dyam why doesnt time stay still..or move so fast...we cant keep track of it...mata wakka bhoi sakyo..dunno about others..hope not...just dunno...budeshkhal ho ki...?mid life crisis?hehe..actually wish it was me 3/4 life crisis..hehe..

and guess what?hehehe i jsu deleted another lamo babbles..wakka bhoisakio post garnu lamo lamo babbling haru hehe...+ i thot it was a bit sensitive hehe...

anyways im off now..:o)...
miss u a lot kukurni!!..
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
take care gaar...enjoy ur dashain..enjoy ur life...
will always love u..:o)...*huugs*


bubbye..and good morn...

good morn heartache...
ur like an old fren...come and see me again..

danny..

Kukurni!!!!!
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!hehe
dyam am i feelin gay or what?;oP

anyways wanted to post some song..but already did one..so thot i post one here hehe..just like that..;oP hehe

when i lie awake...and i dream all night..then i see a gal..like u...
and ur always there..and ur me best fren...and u into what i do...(not all ;oP)

ur the gal that the boys want...that'l make their dreams come true...
when i need a fren...u always come thruuuuuuu...for me....

im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..) (understatment?hehe ;oP)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)

well im never down..when u hang around..and u always cheer me up...
its a stupid song and its kinda long..but it just dun seem long enuf...

ur the gal that the boys want...that'l make their dreams come true...
when i need a fren...u always come thruuuuuuu...for me....

im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)

im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over u..( psycho over u..)
im goin psycho..psycho... psycho over uuuu.................

Psycho over you by The Queershehe told u im feeling gay ;oP...

anyways kukurni im outta here do somethin useful..:o)..(tho writing more about u is the best thing i would have done in me life :o)..aru pani kaam cha ni hehe...)
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!
*huugs*

Miss u lots!!!Salli gaddi!...:oD take care!:o)


bubbye..

danny..

myyyyyyyyy myyyyyyyyyyy.......thread still going strong.........hey danny keep going...we are with u:P

by the way danny....how r u doing...hope all is fine at ur end:)

monikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....where you been? haven't seen you in ages? ka harako?

go danny go...mora, kaatii type garna sakeko...typer of the year!

Meerruuuuuuuuuuu sisstaaaaa! Hiyaaaa!! Lotta lov rite bak atcchaaa! ;o)

Hi Monniiiiii.....heheee...feel like yeelllin at da top of me lungs! hiiiiyaaaaa sweets! ;ox

Reddy...Yeeellooooooo mister....how do u do..nhak baata.....'...hehe..hav u heard of that one..? ;op

Dannnnyy....! Kukurrr! u get back 2 ur studyin this minute young lad, if only u put more effort n dedication in2 ur studyin as u do in here..teehee.... take careee!! xXx

Domi

kukurni!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!

thot i wouldnt be saying hi to u here now..but seems like i do have the energy and the time...i guess that aint surprising ...

just came to say a kwik..sorry to the kukurni..i dunno why..but i feel like saying sorry to her...maybe for the tensions i give her?a lot hoina?well it will stop soon...it has to...well i will one day..that i do know :o)...and well missed u a lot....la ta guess thats it...sorry again..if i made ur mood like shit...

hey monika hehehe..long time ;o)...kaha bata?u disappeared for a while...wanna teach me how u do it?mapani wanna do a david copperifield k..wanna change profession from typing hehe...anyways im alright..feel good for nothing most of the time..but dun worry ..things happening to me..to give me a reality check.:o)...still in reality i guess..just wanna wake up from me dreams...not all..but most..hehe dun feel like dreaming too much..thats what im saying now..but later i know i will be back to dreaming like always..like nothing happened hehe...dyam me!!hehe...and hope ur doing good...i guess i will be seeing u around..cos ur me fren ni ;o)..hoina...well frens i do know..will alwys be there..so hehe...i guess i will be seeing u for a long time...so u scared now?;oP...i leave u now to tremble...tremble well me fren ;oP..hehe and thanks..:o)..u know what im thanking u for ;o)..ssssshhhhhhhhhh hehe....

red baadar..salla..i will go one day!!..dun need to remind me!find a place to go to ke...let me find it 1st hehe...not many asylum willing to take me in ke...lookin for asylum tho..dyam i need peace again!...guess im not used to typing this much...well i used to type a lot..but not this much!ARGHHH!! getting tired..and dyam do i feel old hehe..at least i know what i can fall back on..when nothing works out...hope they dun mind typos too much ;oP...i guess i willbe seing u around..u hanging around a lot these days aint u?hehehehe...salla!...just take a good grip hai..dun wanna u to fall..and im sure u wont fall..cos i think got someone to hold u ;o) hehehe....strong lady ni ;oP..hehe..

kukurni...dun worry ..this aint effort..if only i was putting effort here..i would have felt better...but a lazy bum like me?dun expect any effort la..cos u only get disappointment..i think u been disappointed enuf...so..well..just raise the bar lower..as low as u can..cos u dun know when the day might come..might be today..might be tomorrow...u realise what i was talking about...wht do i talk about?dumb me!i too dunno hehe...
anyways..
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!*huugs*

take care...if u cant be arsed..well..so be it...can just hope for u..
someone is taking care of u..ok wont say that anymore too...its better to hope in the mind hoina?...
so just take care la..

miss u a lot...and sorry again...sorry sorry sorry...for what?i dunno too...just in a sorry mood now...its alright i dun really mean those sorries..nor should i mean it..so..dun think too much about it...

goodnight...kukur going oout..

oh yah topah!..was fun talking to u today hehe...had a great time..just thot i say hi to u..cos talking these days and feelin good...its freakn rare ke hehe..cya...have fun too la...:o)

happy dasain!!!im gonna enjoy mine when me times comes!!(dunno when hehe..)so u all better enjoy urs when u can now..!!WOOHOOOOO!!!

danny

Kukurni arre.hehehehehe. dannah I think You're in lop. :-P. Damn right.

Kukurni!!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!:o)

up and now feelin fresh..(well been up for like the whole night hehe but i feel fresh now :o)..)so thot i a say good morn from me..and a goodnite to u..before carrying on me days stuffs..(do feel a bit more productive today..yest was zilch urghhh..well hope so i do smthing today..hehe..)anyways got guest wait la...


greengal...welcome :o) hehe...and nah...its not like that...done that and over with it hehe...i think so im over it ;oP..now just say i feel "enlightened" dyam "enlightened" hehehe...well i gues no one can tell whats the plot here....actually whats the freakn plot?i too dun know ;oP....anyways nice to see u here...and hope ur doing good...cya around..mate..:o)..

kukurni hehe back again....sorry as always hehe...anyways today dyam im feeling good...actually from yesterday..cleared and straightened me thots out..and i do feel this time..i really did sraightened it out..and know what i wanna do...what i have to do..hehe..future looks very rosy hehehe....hope ur feeling good too...now hehe i gotta go...got things to do..plus one salla fren challengin me for pool...ajo feel so good...i think i will kick his arse....oh yah..wouldnt it be good...if sajha made a pool comp?on yahoo?hehehe....may not be able to challenge them inreal life..abo..net mai herum nah...how tactically good they are..hehe...anywas miss u a lot...
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!*huuugs*
take care hai...

miss u so much!!...well dun worry i am in control these days...i'l be fiine...u be fine too la....have a great day...hope ur doing great....and goodnight there...
and its a really good morn here...stopping raining after 3 days..and well nice weather...cloudy and cool...and yet..i can see..and sense the sun is gonna come out soon from clouds and smile on me..and give me the warmth i missed...:o)...

bubbye...

danny kukur signing off...
(ps smile for me once ..if u read this la..:o)...hopefully ur already sleeping...:o)...ok thats it...gott close sajha for the day now..hehe dyam am i in control hehe...and go check if the confused bro has sent me the file hehe..miss u :o)..always will..dyam sajha pani crashed at this time hehe..is it me??;oP hehe)

kukurni!!
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!hehehe
dyam...yo sajha katti crash bhako...kosko manus akha lagyo?hehe...dahain ma ajjai?
hols maney ko jasto cha server le hehe...

anyways here i am again..and this time to me one and only...err...kukurni ni ;o) hehe..but 100% attn gareyra pani ke diff?lost for words hehehe...
morn ko kaamal..na pugay ko neendra ko kaamal hehe....

lu ajo kay bhak bhak garney bhaneyra pani taha chaina hehe...oh yah before i forget to mention hehe...miss u a lot kukurni :o)....abo taile..tayro yaad le ke ke ke garcha...hosh ra hawas haraucha...hehe..saab bhulcha...lose meself..and worst...even u...:oS hehe..all cos of u!!salli gaddi!!

anyways i think im goin hehe...the more i stay here..the more i start feelin it..feeling heavy and empty..alik well i guess missing u and feeln down ..so..hehe better get out of here soon :o)...

ta chai take care gaar la..aru kay bhanney?these days..alik energy chaina..karauney ko lai...
and..
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!*huuugs* hehe
how can i forget to do that ni...abo jhndai forget garey..freakn salli hehe...all cos of ur thots...

hope ur doin fine...chito suuth la(dyam sleep deprivation makes u go paagal urghh...i should know hehe..:oP..)..well i dunno...if u will just hope so if u can get enuf..do try to get if..if u dun wanna hehe..well letit be..

dyam mero mind saccha goyo..thot i go down and catch the Champions league match...dyam!there aint any today!!!!ARGGGHHHHH!!!!dimak phuskio!!!gegege...

ok before i say smthing which will make more no sense hehe...im off :o)..

miss u a lot kukurni :o)...
be good...hope u had a great day..goodnight :o)..
and have anothr one tomorrow...i dunno feel u are doing good..:o)..im doing good..so of cos u will be too hoina ;o)...i hope so..:o)...

goodmorn from the land downunder...

bubbye..

danny...(who danny?ur danny kukur nu ;o)..hehe)

kukurni!!!!
heheehe..
no more of the old monotonous suru of the post la hehe..i feel diff now..and well gonna be diff i guess :o) ok u might feel weird not seeing them but good riddance ni ;o) hehe...

i too feel weird not writing like that but hehe..well guess will get used to it in no time...:o)...
smthing happened today...smthing good..(i hope its good..i feel its good..for the future..tho i dun feel too good now hehe..confusing aint i?i think i should get meself a nick ConfusedII hehehe maybe i will one day...when i get bored of this nick hehe..cos confused i was...i am..and always be...confused bro sorry for using ur line la..its not copyrighted is it?i think i should be safe to type it here...confused bro runs off from this thread ;oP or does he?dun shock me confused bro...i dun wanna get a heart attack hehe..)

dyam i dunno why...hehe but since yest i was feeling happy for nothing..i mean smthing did happen..yest ..to make me feel happy hehe..but kinda had a feeling smthing was gonna happen today too...dyam im pscyhic i tell u!...well today hehehe...just is special...just realised smthing more..killed some of me demons..still got lot more...but well in time most prob i will get rid of them...maybe not all..but most...and ppl say they dun believe in demons?the world is full of demons!!i tell u!!..just look in ur own head..and u see thousands..maybe millions (or more if ur like me ;oP) manifested inside ur head...living in the shits...adn we thot shits are made in the stomache and comes out from the arsehole?hehe how wrong we are...we got so much shits in our head..and dunno how to get em out..anyone got any solution?other than to open ur head with with a clean and talkayko khukuri hehe....well let me know if u have..i guess there are tonnes out there who wants to know :o)

dunno why today i just feel mayb i lost smthing..and never will get it back..(i know its me demons sayin that..)cos deep in me heart..i just know and feel....one more step towards destiny..:o)....just made me realise whatever happens i wont ever lose that special thing :o)...

dueri ko gett playing mood pani kya majha.....gham pani ksato majaley shine gareyko...come clouds floating too...and they look so nice ...like they belong there...but dunwe dread seeing clouds esp the dark rain clouds..when we want is a sunny day..cos in the end..like it a not ..clouds bellongs there up in the sky...just meant to be there hoina?..tho some ppl dun like it..others love it..:o)...i dunno i just like seeing those clouds up there right now..(looking at them from me window now hehe)seeing them flotaing by...well makes me feel light too...like well im there..floating ...up in the sky...the spacious sky instead of this room of mine..a spacy room it is..but yet..i feel crampped in it..and tho i feel crampped in it...why do i like being here..smtimes stay here for like 20hrs a day...or more..(just get out to get some fresh air or to eat hehe)if i skip uni classes (me seat must be the warmest seat ever...esp since me arse warms it for too long...dyam do i smell smthing burning ...*sniff sniff* hehe ;oP...some tasty arse cookin anyone want any?;oP...hehe)

dunno why i like to stay here..tho i feel so crammped...well i always loved the open ...guess i feel secure behind these walls..nothing can hurt me here..it protects me..shields me...tho i do feel like im trapped here smtimes..glad i have this window to view into the ourside world...smtimes its raining outside...smtimes sunny..but well..feel so safe..being in here...lookin out..lookig out at the world..esp now..dyam i was up there in the sky...free ...floating...looking down..and looking at everything...everything in this world...and seeing everything...esp smthings that means a lot to me :o)..seeing them smile and laffing..and being happy...and yet they dun notice me..wah kay masti feeling hehe..

dyam just realise smmore things to be happy about today..gonna call me parents me today...(well hope they are at home...cos its tika today..)havent talked to them for ages...cos well was stressd...and didnt wanna spread me stress i guess..tho i knew talking to me mum always made me feel so much better..well...i guess she just makes me feel safe and loved...urghh hate the times i tell her not to call..cos well im freakn stressd and she calls and well i just shout at her for calling at the wrong time...esp since im rushing..but urghh after i shout..the next moment i realise...urghhh....i dunno why we (i hehe)cant keep me emotions in check..before i say smthing..thando dimak le kaam garnu parcha bhaneyra taha cha..yet..urghh yo dimak kay chis ho!!right ho ki wrong..cos it does tell u to smtimes...and lying is it ever right?tho u do it for the goodness..hah whats goodness..u tell me..im ConfusedII hehe...

anyways i just feel like baskin in the sun..gonna get out of this seat..and feel some warmth of the sun...well gotta appericate what we have..(dyam the number of times when it rains..i go out luki luki..hoping others dun se me...trying to get wet...and feel the rain...goin insane eh?nah just being me..weirdo a freak hehe i dunno just feel like feeling things..:o)...)

adn dyam i thot i was in babble mood..(have been since yesterday..)and babble i did yesterday hehe..in smwhere else :o)..thot a change as good and a fren introduced me to this new place..and it did feel good there..was made to feel so welcomed ..but i dunno in some ways..i felt kinda alone there too..tho was feeling good babblin hehe...and here i thot i was gettn tired..too old..but i dunno today i just realise...how i feel..in the end..i just feel smthing here..that i never will feel anywhere else..how bored i am..or tired..well there is this feeling i get when im here..i dunno if its cos of some ppl or some one..well time ill tell whats gonna happen..for now im going down to back in th sun..do some kickups...and get scorched hehe.....

dyam..i cant get off me seat!!..someone put some superglue there?or roots have grown from me arse..(old joke hehe) hehe...

ok im outta here..hope i can send this in one post..san dai no llimits for me pls..cos im danny ;oP...hehe..

hope u have a great Tika...and Dashain..miss u lot :o)


cheers...:o)

danny

(dyam just got a call from a fren..wishing me happy dashain...out of nowhere too..wah wah wah..yo shit world pani ke ke ke garcha..ho!..dimak phuskadi sakyo..hehe)

guess whos back kukurni?hehe ;oP

anyways blabbering dun feel like doin it..was in babber mode yest but stoppd meself hehe..
just came to say hi etc..already tired with that song typing hehe...typing songs aint counted as blabbering i hope..hehe

so good morn from here ..and good night there..hope Tika was great..

topah hope u had fun too meeting up with frens..

me have burned the mp3s i want to listen and inspire me ..when i get bored studyin in corner of the library..so now im off here...cant believe i dun really miss being online.l.well miss it but i didnt know i could stop it that easily...

happy dashami again...

hope everything goes well for both of u there....

cheers

danny..

kukurni!!

im stressd..!!im stressd...!!yeah u know im stressd...hehe actually u dunno im stressd..

anyways thats enuf..i pscyhed meself enuf...i think i can go do me work now..and no music on...music le mind matrai realx gardincha...hmm should i go watch the crunch match tonight?Man Utd Vs Arsenal?..well i did forgo be beloved pool match yesterday...and dyam did i miss show by me beloved pool...but then again...i dunno...dun think i missed it that much..like i thot i would..life seems more than football these days..and why yet why do i have a stronger urge to watch the match tonight?when both the team doesnt mean anything to me..or do they?..i just dunno...anyways me head feels better..ready to take some shit it..since some shit is out....will worry about the match in 2 and 1/2 hrs time..


hope u r enjoyn the festivities...goodnight..:o)


danny

Danny,
Feel relaxe guy!
Could you give me 32 laxans needed for a girl.

kukurni!!!! hehehehe

just saying me hi's for today...u ta already suuting...if u aint at this time !!!!GRRRRRRRR!!!
RKR AUCHA!!!!!THULO RKR!!!hehe then again when were u intimidiated by me RKR hoina?talai phak na hehe..parki ko ayo pheri...

sarala im relaxed as anyone can be..but if im not heheh blame that freakn kukurni!!salli gaddi esto tension dincha...but all in the name of ...love ni hehe...plus i give her a lot too..so i guess its all give and take going on :o)....

whats 32 laxans man?...wish i could...cos i too need $5K for now..and its about a gal too :o)..tho u cant really call her a gal..hehe shes more than that :o)...good luck with ur laxans..and well it should get all well for the gal of mine :o)..so...rmaliyo mana...yo festive season ma :o)..

la ta kukurni....i guess i should be going now...but do wanna let u know..i miss u so much!...why?go figure ;oP hehehe..dyam i miss u...goddammit it!!!im losin control now...u take care la...

make sure u freakn take care of urself....

i off now..dunno when i will see u..but will see u...
bubbye kukurni...:o)


danny