Burma ma british camp baseka thaun ma gorkhali haru ko jug jugi thiyo.gorkhali basha bolna najaanema kaam pauna ra byapaar garna garho hunthyo. tyahi bhaira sabai jaati harule gorkhali bhasha bolna janna aniwaryeta thiyo. tara dukha ko kura ke bhane gorkhali samaj ma samaj sudhar bhane sunya nai thiyo. tyahi bhaira dalbir sharma le memyo sahar ma basne sabai gorkhali lai bhela garera "akhik burma gorkha association" kholnu bhayo.
thik tyahi bela 1933a.d. ma bharat bata Bhakta Bahadur thakuri naam gareka sujjan memyo aauny bhayo ra Shankar lal pradhan( father of UML leader Sahana Pradhan) ko ghar ma dera garu basnu bhayo.uhan gambhir, shanta ra garhiro bichardhara ko byakti hunuhuntyo.uhan barambar keshar baagh ma aayera dalbir sharma sanga bhetne garnuhuntyo. tyasai kram ma uhan sanga mero pani parichaya bhayo.

uhanle nepal ka barema haamile kahile nasuneka ra jaaneka kura haru sunaunu huhthyo.
rana ka sasan bare, jahaniya sasan bare,rana ko santaan haru janmine bittikai man upaadhi le alankrit hune, juslai pani daman garna milne justa kura garera hami lai chakka parnu huntyo.
uhan ko athak prayas dwara burma ma gorkhali paathsaala kholiyo. tyahi kaam ko silsila ma uhan nikkai mehenaat ko saath kaam garda gardai jwaro le thala parny bhayo. uhan lai memyo ko sarkaari aspataal ma upchaar garda gardai nidhaan bhayo. sara sahar sokakul bhaye. antim daha sanskaar garera uhan ko suitcase taktakaira herda ta haami sabai chakka khayon,
UHAN TA NEPAL KO BHUTPURWA PRADHANMANTRI SHREE DEV SUMSHER KO CHORA INDRA SUMSER JUNG BAHADUR RANA O HOIHCA. JO SATTA DHARI RANA KO JAAL BATA PHUTKERA JAPAN JAANE TARKHAR MA HOICHA
KRAMASHA

Sahar dekhi ek ghanta ko baato tthiyo haami baseko gaun. Aarko bihana eka bihanai goru gaada aayo aaimai ra keta keti liyera. tara tyahan maile khojeko abuhaar nadekhda malai khinna lagyo. ani ma aafu baseko kotha tira laage. aanganma chahal pahal chalirakheko bhaita pani ma ladi basen, ekkasi mero cheunma "uthnu na uthnu ujyalo bhayo" bhanee aawaj le ma jhaskiyen. ma khusi le unmaand bhaira unko naadi po samatna pugechu. Mero nirlajaa uttaulopan ma uni kunai prakar ko birodh bhaw nagari alik risajusto gari " aamaai ke gareko, mero haat chodi dinus'" bhanin. Mero pani bulla hos khulna gayo ani ma laaz le sankoch mandai ' maaf gara hai, narisau la" bhani maaf maangen.uni musus musus haaansdai ma risako chain bhanin ani mero saans ma saans aayo.
Kehi berma ma simsaar ko pandheri tira laagen nitya karma garna ko laagi. kehi chin pachi tyahan chandri( unko naaam) ra mero naata ma parne bhanji pandhero tira aain.dui ko phohor haat dekhera maile lattharindai " chi chi guhu khelaira aako mehatarni haru" bhane.bhanji le hernus na mama maili le dhansaar safai garun bhanera garera aako bhanin, maili le bhani " aan holani maile kahile bhane ra" jharkindai bhanin. bhanji le chain khojchi tan mori bhani ek arka lai ghachetdai mari mari haasna thale. ma bhane jiskauna lageko maanche kura bhujhna na sakera walla parera basen.ek chin pachi ma baseko kotha tira lagda po maile bhuje uni harule mero basne kotha po lit pot gareka raichan.table ma naya table posh, siranir ko khol pani naya ani naya ochyaan ma pani kayada le naya chyaddar bichaiko. bistara muni pauposh pani rakheko. maili ko yes prakar ko mayalu bhyawahar ra prem bhaw ko naitik aacharan le ma aakarsit huna thalen.tyaspachi maile bihana gareko chuttho pan ma aafainlai nai laaz laagera aayoani katai tyo mero neech manasikata ko suruwaat ho ki mero chocko hridya bata prem prfullit huna khojeko bhani dinbhari sochi rakhen. din dhalke pachi uni aafno ghar jana aghadi malai herna aain. tysai bela maile pani mauka chopi saanketik bhasa ma pheri bhetaunla bhani bhane.
Birah agni le jaaleko tan
kina ho kina, biyodi mann
bhayo aakul byakul kina
udas birakta ma parera
hridaya bhiwalit bhaira
kina aayo aatyas ko din

har din raat tudpera
dinahun pal pal kalpera
mayalu ko trishna bhaiko
hardam sundari ko kalpanama
jhaljhalti huncha samjhana
ke yehi ho mayapreeti bhaneko?

Mero jethi biani ko lagan jutna 5 din matra baani thiyo. Chimeko haru mero gharma aayera haami lai saghauna thale. aaaimai maanish haru tapari gaasna ra logne maanche haru aaaune atithi haru ko laagi asthayi chapro banauna laage. nimantrana ma aaeka baajeka mitra ra pitajika mitra haru pani aaunu bhayo. tyasai bakath saanjha ko bela guf suf hunda sabai bhanda budha maanche le malai bolaira hukka tandai "hera naati ma ra timro baaje milera yo gaun basaika hau, hami naati ko niji gharyasi mamila ma hastchep garna chahannnau tara kirant samaj ma riti thiti ko asar parna nai jancha, timro sauteni aama le timro bhanda paila baini ko biha gardina laagin tara je bhayo bhayo aba timile pani chittai nai biha gari gharjam gari yahi gaun ma basnu paryo " bhanna thalnu bhayo.
mero bhalo ko kura bhadrajan ko mukh bata sunda ramro lagyo. maile binti chadayen " aansha bhaeko jetha jameen nai ho. dhan sampati ko iccha sabai lai huncha malai pani cha. taipani ma aansha lindaina kina bhane maile padahi garda baba le masanga aansa maagera bimaata lai dukha nadinu bhani baacha maagnu bhaiko hunca maile diyekole malai chaindaina bhani baacha diyeko chu" bhani binti chadaiyen. Aba kuro badhi nabadhos bhanne hetu le maile"mero bhalai ka laagi socheko ma dhanyawaad tara yas barema kura nanikalna anurodh gardai mero baini ko biha dhumdham sanga garna malai maddat garnu hos" bhani chadayen.
Sanjha pakha junti aayen ra kiranti riti anusaar biha susampanna bhayo. gauna ka keta keti haru "Dhan Naanch" nachana ma masta bhaye. Ma pani tyas naach herna ma masta bhaiko bela malai bhanji le aayera dhansaar ma aauna ko laagi bolain.Hami dui mama bhanji le maili ko barema kura garyon, maile bhanji sanga mailo ko baram sabai kura sodhen. bhanji bata maile maili le malai mannparaundo raichin bhanne sunda ma chakka ani khushi pani bhayen. MA jaabo euta naak thepcho, chimse aakha bhaiko kiranti ko choro kahan uni chettri ko chori taibhaira maile bhanji lai sodhen timro saathi ma sita jana tayar chin ta bhanda bhanji le jaanche bhanekole mero mann dhukka bhaira aayo. ani maile timro saathi le padhna lekhna jaaneko cha bhanda. maili le 5 jamat summa padheki bhanne taha payen. Ani bhanji le ma sanga ekanta ma bhetaidine bacha dindai ma janchu mama bhani laagin.
Ekkasi bihana malai kasaile sumsumaira uthaunda hereko ta uni po raichan. kuanai prakar ko kritim sringar nagari khali gulaabi sari , hariyo blouse ra tyo maathi baijani rang ko shawl odheko raichin uni ta. uni malai uthnu bhandai bistara milauna laagin ma bhane lessindai, latharindai jhan sutne kram garna thalen. uni risaiko nakkal pardai amilo anuhaar banaundai hajoor la masaga kura garne bhanera ma aako bhane pachi matrai ma sojhira aayen. ma jurukka uthera maile uni lai himmat gardai sodhen" timi masanga janchau" uni hatta patta duwai haat le mukh chopdai jaanchu bhanin mala bhane swarga nai puge, sansaar nai bijaya gare justo bhayo. tyaspachi haami duwai jana milera jaane nidho garyaun. tyati nai bela bhanji le kotha ma aayera kuro ko nidho milyo aba bahira gaira junti lai bida garna jaun bhani gain ra hami pani hattar ma unko pachi lagyon.

Baini ko bidai gari wari kana hami sabai jana ghar ko aangan ma baseko bela Beemaata rundai karaundai aayen ani sabai ko aghadi rundai karaundai malai badnaam gar sabailai suna tero icchachuttai pura garidinchu bhani karauna thalin. malai udek lagyo bina karan aarop lagai aru ko sammune bakwaas gareko hunda malai jhanakka risuthyo. ani asal awasaar paiko hunsa maile pani malai sampati kehi chaieko chaina bhagwaan kripa le masanga nai cha bhani bhane. ra aba ma yas ghar ma basne chaina ma niklanchu bhani bhane. yeti bhani ma dhansaar tira laage. ani maile bhanji to haat bata maili lai bholi bihana nai niklane khabar pathayen ani ma sahar tira mero saathi sang milna gayen.sahar gayera Ramswarup Arya sanga sabai kura kholsa naati yaar gaadi ko byawastha garidinchu bhani bachan garyo ani ma gaun tira laagen.
bihana khukhura baasana aghadi nai ma ghar bata nikle. ali para maili pani mero bhanji sanga malai kurdai baseko riachan. uni kewal ek handbag sita aako raichan ani hami sabai gaun lai ekchoti herera nikliyaun. bhanji chain kareeb ek mile juti aayepachi bida lina laagin ra duwai sakhi haru gala mileera bharmaar ko saath huinkka huinkaa garera runa thale. kehi chin ma ramswarup aafno baby austin car liyera aako raicha ani haami sabai car ma chadhera railway station tira lagyaun. bihana sakharai utheko le ma car ma dhalkindai basen ra mero mann ma nanathari ka kura khelauna thalen

sayongwas bhayo bhet, mayalusanga
dekhera mohani roop , ma bhayen danga
sabai hos hawaas, gayo udera mero
aghi thiyen, hami dui ko chinjaan
sauhardapurna bhetle bhayo pahichaan
ekkasi premmilaan huna gayohamro

lalana chahanale, madhurya pipasa le
bahutai tirkhaiko, chadho yowanle
priaya milan ko, abhilaasha le satayo
atyanata ananda rasilo madhumaya ma
aaha! sukhadayi tirimiri jhammama
prem sagarma jhwarlamma dubayo

Ho Czar, tapaile bhaneka kura le ta, afu uhi puge jasto lagyo. Those were the days....
Swaati, yes keep going.
KK

Kehi chin ma railway station pugyaun ani euta chitti Bimaata ra aarko chithi Chandri(maili) ko baba lai lekhi pathayen saathi ko haat bata. Kehi chin mai hamro safar suru bhayo. Safar suruhunsaath maile purporo ma haat rakhera jhonkraiko naatak garna thale. unle malai sodhna thaalin ke bho bhanera. hunata maile 2-4 din aghi dekhi nai chaanjo paajo milaisakeko thiyen taipani unko mann ko kura bhujhna " khai kunni ! kaso garne ho kata kata andha dhund ma haam phaaliyo, na basne thalo cha na kaam na dhaam bhako maanche pariyo ke ta ghasrine ho timilai pani maile khalto ma jaake" bhane. Tara unle ta bado himmat saath "aaah hai binasitaai ma aatinupardaina Bigreko maanche ko bhatkeko ghar, ghar bhatke pachi ke ko darr" po bhanna thalin. Jaabo 2 prani ta ho jaso taso gari bitaunla bhann thalin. Ma bhane ajhai kura kottauna timro kura ta thik ho tara ma dherai padheko maanche parena, chaukidaari, darwaani ra phauji kaam bahek aru pauna garho cha, jaabo master ko paisa le 2 praani lai pugdaina. eklai hunda po mujja thiyo ta je gare ni hune. uni ta jhan mari mari haansdai bhannathalin" Aaamai mero laagi hajoor le chinta garna padaina ma aafno kamai aafain nai garchu ni. Ahile lai ma sanga paisa cha bhanna thalin ra lyaeko peti kholdai malai dekhauna thalin.
Ma bhane yeta darr le tharra kaapen he bhagwaan yinle ta ghar bata paisa Baba ko dokan ko galla bata paisa chorera lyaichan sochera. yo dekhera unile bhanin maile yo choreko hoina yo paisa maile Sweater, moja, galbandi aadi bunera kamaiko paisa ho ani gahan chain mero swargiya aamle malai deko bhanda malai dhukka bhayo.
Malai singer machine kini dinus ma basi basi paisa kamauna sakchu bhanin. Unko yetro aant dekhda mann saraih nai khusi bhayo. tyaspachi maile bhane hera priye maile ta timro mann bhujhna khojeko matra ho malai asaadhya khusi lagyo timro kura sunera, jahansumma khane basne ko kura cha tyo sabai maile byawastha garisakeko chu maile ta khali mann choreko matrai ho.Maile dherai soch bichaar garera jeewansangini rojeko chu aasha cha timile malai saath dine chau ra ma timi justo jeewansangini paiko ma dherai nai dhanya chu. yesari ham 2 jodi haansdai kura gardai safar katauna thalyaun tara rail ko chook chook ko gatima jhulda jhuldai neend ma lutukkai bhaichaun.

Kesharbagh ma paila tekda khaila baila macchiyo. Namaskaar ko adaan pradaan pachi shreemai Para sharma le aankha ko ishaara le ko ho yo keti bhani sodhin, maile bhane railway station ma bheterko keti ho. ghar bata bhaagera aako raichin police thana ma bhujhaunu cha bhani bathroom tira laagen.ekchin ma thaanedaar lai bolaunu parla bhandai haansdai bahira nikle.
Ekchin ma ghar pharkinda Dalbir sharma jyu ghar aaunubhako raicha ani bado prem le "kya ho bhaiya? gujjab po bhayo ta baini ko biha garauna gaako maanche ta aafainle jhainkuti gari aayejusto cha ni, kya ho?" bhandai haansdai malai jiskauna thalnu bhayo, ma bhane lazaaundai khoi ekkassi bhayo bhani jawaf diyen.
uhanle sabai kura bhujhi malai mandir ma gayera biha garnu bhannu bhayo ra uhan ko aashirwaad le biha su-sumpanna bhayo.

1939 A.D. ko september 1st dekhi dosro biswa yuddha arambha bhayo.yas yudha ma Britain, Russia, France, USA ani China ekatira bhane Germany, Italy ani Japan arkotira. Tyahi bela Bharata ma pani Mahatma Gandhi ko "Bharat Chodo" le British sarkar la haikayal pareko thiyo. Ani Burma ma pani Aang saaan ko bhumigat dal "Abo and Amin" pani din prati din prabhawkaari hundai thupro burmese yuwa ra yuwati lai sangathit gardai British sarkar bata mukta huna badhi raheka thiye. Tyasle garda pani Burma ma anyol ko stithi thiyo. Tyasbela Burma ma kaam napaira chaada baseka Nepali line boys haru jummai British sarkar ma bharti bhaye. tyati bela nepal bata pani hajaraun nepali yuwa haru lai rana sarkar le royalty paune lalach ma british sena ma bharti huna gaun gaun ma urdi lagaika thiye. Yesai kram ma ma pani tiwra josh le ho ko rahar le ho lahure ko choro lahure hune bichaar mann ma aayo. Maile yes barema Chandri lai bhanda uni ghopto munto pari "justo mann lagcha ustai garnus, ma ke bhanu" bhandai runa thalin.

MA bhane marda ko maran ran ma ki ban ma bhane jhain bharti huna pugen. Bharti bhayepachi maile Chandri lai meet mama ra maiju ko jimma lagai Royal antiair-gun(3.7") Regiment.(burma auxiliary Force) Rangoon ma haair huna pugen. tyo regiment ma sabai jaati ka keta haru thiye, tara nepali ma, T.B. Malla ra ma matra thiyaun. Anti air gun ko taalim theoritical ra special practical knowledge pani gyan haasil garne aniwaryata bhaikole haami saberai p.t. pared pachi dinbhar anti ari gun ko class ma homminthyaun. Hami sabai le ramrari taalim parpta garepachi group ma division gari aa-aafno kit bag bokera Gun post ma khattiyaun.
Tyas taka Burma ma dui ota movable anti air gun airport mingla down ra samundri kinaar ma raheko paani jahaj bachauna dui ota bofors gun tainath gariyeko thiyo. Euta gun diamond harbour ra aarko chainmonkey post ma thiyo. Ma bhane monkey post ma paren. Jusko incharge Capt. Walker thiye. Uhan nikkai milansaar yuwa officer hunuhunthyo aru budha english officer ko tulana ma dherai milansaar.Haami lai gunpost area bata bahira jaana anumati thiyena raat din starka bhaira basnu parne ra "SIREN" bujne bittkai post liyera firing garnu parne aadesh thiyo.

Haami kasaile socheka pani thiyenau jusko rajyama kahile pani sura aastaundaina bhani garwa garthe tiniharuko sainya sakti yeti chin ra naajuk cha bhanera.Tyo bela tini haru ko bado tajjub laagne naajuk haalat thiyo. December 1, 1941 ko din Aadhunik warship "Prince of Wales" lai " The Land of Rising Sun" ka bomber le ekai chan ma tahasa nahas gari samundra ma dubai diyo.Sudur purwa ko mukya jal sena ko merudnada nai bhata bhunga gari, kuire haru ko sekhi phurti, bir sahasi Japani haru le hajaraun british troops lai hatahat pardai Singapore bata yudha ko thalani gare.

194i, deceber 25th ka din haami nisphikri ka saathi aaram le rumy ra poker khelna ma masta thiyaun. Anglo keta haru bhane premika haru lai guff chutdai love letter lekdai thiyen kohi bhane nobel padhna ma masta thiye. tyahan bhaika hami sabailai hami ladai ma utrinu nai pardaina bhanne laageko thiyo. tyati nai bela madhya din ko bela achanak "siren" bujna thalyo. tyahi bela gun post commander Capt. walker take postiion bhandai karaundai aaipuge. haami phataphat post ma basyaun. Maile bado hosiyari ra dhairya ko saath fuse dial milauna thale, plane ko raftar anusaar. Aaakash ma japani bombers haru ko dhuin dhuin aawaj aairaheko thiyo. Round fit hunne bittiakai fine bhani japan bomber tira hanyaun. dyamma garera akaasma phutna pugyo tara bomber lai laagena. Ramrari nisana saadhera haan mora ho bhane maile mero paetner harulai. dosro ma bhane euta bomber khasaliyo. euta khasalnu na thiyo tyaspachi ta machine jhain pahtaphat fuse dial gardai fire kati ota khasaliyo kati ota miss bhayo yaad nai chaina.
Euta round ko wt. 60 lbs hune bhaiko le nikkai thulo aawaaj auncha. tyo awaaj le garda gunner sathi haru ko kaan bata ragat bageko thiyo. tara je bhayepani hami le japani haru ko aakraman asaphal gari diyaun temprorary ko laagi.