i am running, running to my limit and it is hard to breathe. i can see everybody is running the way i am running. they look tired too, but they have their smile in their face even though they are exhausted. reason, they are running for something thay have dreamt of and are happily chasing it because they know when the chase ends the reward is waiting for them. on the other side, its me running randomly just to make others feel that i am running too, making sure them i am normal too and good to be socialize. all these worthless runnings that has no meaning to life, has become a part of this drama that i have been playing. i hope it ends at some point and i could run like everybody else with some attached meaning.