The clock
hanging on the wall read 2:00 am.
He tossed and turned, but he just could not sleep. All the memories crept back swiftly
as if he was watching a movie. It seemed it was just yesterday, when he first started
the job.
He had got into
this job right after he finished his college. Back then, he was an energetic
young man full of determinations and ambitions to take over the world. Being a
dedicated employee, it wasn’t hard for him to climb up the stairs of success.
He had timely raises and he had already achieved the heights what many would
just dream of. By all standards, he led a successful life. He was thriving in
his professional field and he was equally fortunate in his personal life. Life
couldn’t have been better - it was just perfect. But now, his life was going to
take a swift turn; things would not be the same again.
Decades have
passed by, the world around him had changed, people had come and gone, but he
had been working with this company all along. But till now, he hadn’t realized
that he had grown so old. He and his wife had been planning for this day for
years, but yet, he felt he was so unprepared to face it.
He went out to
the verandah. The night air was brisk. He hugged himself tighter inside his
shawl in an attempt to keep himself warm. The lights from the street lamps were
shredding away the mist, yet it was so dark. The city was in deep slumber, as
if nothing had happened. This very city where he had passed whole of his life
had no emotions to share with him in this crucial moment. It was standing dead exhibiting
no compassion for his anxiety. Realizing that there was no one out there to
give him solace, he came inside and closed the door behind him. He crept back
to the bed quietly not wanting to wake up his wife sleeping peacefully. She
always used to suggest him not to work hard till this age. At times, he did
think of quitting his job and unwinding himself rest of his life. But somehow
the hardworking man inside him kept him going, for he could not stay idle for a
second. But from now on, he has to face what he always dreaded of – idle days.
His grandson
might be of a little help for him to pass his days. He always liked his
company; he was such an adorable kid. But again, one day his grandson too would
outgrow his embraces and would find his company boring.
He didn’t realize
when he felt asleep. There would be sunrise tomorrow. The hustles of the city would
be as usual. There would be the same rush in the streets. The life would go on;
the only difference would be that he would not drag himself out of the bed
early in the morning to rush to the office. That day was his last day in his
office; he was going to retire from the next day.